No gunk by the Hot Vinagres! Continue reading

My brother drove in to town today, all soft smile and poofy hair. He brought the sun with him and I’m so, so glad. I missed him. Continue reading

Her hand was the first. The first one that didn’t make me recoil. The first that didn’t make my chest seize with panic. The first where when she squeezed back, I felt relief. It’s over now, but I’m so glad to know that hands can feel that way. It was nice. Continue reading

She brought me to her favorite place today. She ran off into the concrete maze, daring me to come find her in the pitch black of the shadows. One hand on the wall and another right in front of me. One step at a time. Just her breathing and the faint scent of incense to… Continue reading

I’m not sure if this is what I think it might be. But I flip the seat warmer on for the passenger chair when I’m on her street. And I made her a paper snowflake (a spooky one because she’s goth and too cool for Christmas). And I dropped off a Tupperware of arroz con… Continue reading

Sidewalk Baby is SUCH a good one. Continue reading

Throw me on the fucking ground. Do it, I dare you. (Please, you don’t know just how much I want it… slam me on the floor and press your weight painfully into me. Let me see your glee as you manipulate my body…) Continue reading

She has my jacket. She was wearing it when I presented her with her own knife. Have a taste… Tell me, I said the night before over text. I’ll listen. We sat on my rusty boat jacket on a rock and watched the shadow of the tide roll further out. She started while bathed in… Continue reading

I lied to my aunt today. It didn’t feel good, but I didn’t know what else to say. Yes, I ate earlier. Yes, I’m going to see a friend. Yes, I’m doing just fine, thanks. I’ve been lying for a while. Continue reading

I drove myself to the gas station after six white claws at a policeman’s house party. His wife, a nurse, watched me and laughed. I should try her margarita mix next, she said. I left them and their stupidly large dogs sitting their hot tub. The cashier asked me for my ID. I smoked my… Continue reading