ello, jello

I drove her home today after work, and for 10 minutes I forgot. We talked nerd shit and she gave me bad directions and actually (!) laughed at some of the things I said and I almost called her babe and that would’ve been… that would’ve been a thing… that would’ve been a thing because… Continue reading

She’ll be gone tomorrow. How much longer will we find these bits of her in the places we least expect? Continue reading

He’s holding his friend’s hand as he walks across the tightrope, and I’m jealous Continue reading

i love you because we both love the same fictional blorbos. We both wonder how things maybe could’ve been if they’d been born like us, if they loved each other the way we want to be loved. I don’t know your face, I only have a name and the words you’ve written and shared with… Continue reading

Sure, there’s the clitoris, the tongue, the fingers, and the lips. But what about the knees? What about the ankles, the shoulders, the eyebrows? The hip bones? They’re also there, reacting. The spine tightens and the toes clench and lungs squeeze too. Continue reading

Today, I’d really like to be touched. Would love someone’s fingers pressing out the tightness in my upper back. Firm, repetitive, intentional. Want them to sit on the backs of my thighs and say “damn babe, you’re really tense” while kneading and I’ll nod. My eyes will slip closed and for once I’ll feel relief… Continue reading

I wasn’t supposed to like the coat. It drew my eye on the rack, but it wasn’t supposed to actually fit. Or even genuinely look good. I wasn’t supposed to imagine myself with the coat at some train station in a city, maybe a cigarette between my fingers and a well-loved paperback in one of… Continue reading

she’s too optimistic. i need someone a little fucked up Continue reading

i just don’t know. is this fear? i think i know how the first part of this goes. you visited me at my work in a pale blue nightgown. you were at the gallery across the street and thought you’d come and see me. i watch the way you rifle through our candy section and… Continue reading

Ughhhhhhhhh Model/Actriz Amaranth remix makes me want to vomit my brains. chew on my heart. wrinkle my guts to be steamed with iron goooooood ughhhhhhh Continue reading