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I’m allowing myself to think of what it could be. (It’s probably too early. Probably.) But I’m giving myself permission to imagine. What would our kids call us? Who would be mom? Who would be momma? Or would one of us be mommy? Mama? Mamá? Maybe… mami? I hope neither of us are mother. Or… Continue reading

we checked out a friend of a friend’s “guest suite” yesterday. we thought we’d give it a glance. their three kids stared open-mouthed at us in the doorway, like my baby and I were something exotic. gay and bizarre and loud and colorful and dark and complex. a little bit of spice in their otherwise… Continue reading

Aren’t you giving too much?, I imagine my mom asking me. And the answer is, I don’t know. Are you hungry, baby? Eat from my fingertips. Are you cold? I’ll drape my warmed coat over your shoulders. Rough day at work? These arms will hold you close. Maybe it’s too much. But she hasn’t pushed… Continue reading

Turns out having rough sex in the backseat of a Subaru while it rains outside can actually heal you Continue reading

The milf from Sex Ed was right. Sex doesn’t make you whole. It made sense to me when I watched the show. But I didn’t know it, really. Now I get it. It doesn’t make you whole. You’re whole if you don’t have sex, you’re whole if you do have sex. You’re whole if you… Continue reading

It’s the purest love I know, my dad’s love for guitar so simple, so uncomplicated. So profound It makes me cry when I think that he chose his favorite guitarist’s name for me Continue reading

Schnoozles at the drippy drop Continue reading

Some notable quotes from yesterday: “You make looking like a dork look good” while skipping hand-in-hand along the fort trail and “goth gamer girl girlfriend got girth” while giggling on her floor Continue reading

“Did it occur to you that now I have to walk around with a bagel? You’re gonna make me to go the sex store with a bagel? I’ve got enough cream in my life right now.” (Cue me laughing and chocking on my coffee) – Smiley to me at the coffee shop Continue reading

she says she loves me in my Subaru. i had her in my fist, open heart, open mouth, go ahead and spit. i giggle when she kisses my teeth. i think ive been in love for a while. Continue reading