Welp. I thought I wanted her, but I don’t feel… anything. not when I watched her sip the tea I bought her. not when I watched her read the backs of the covers at the bookstore I took her to. not when we sat in my dad’s car afterwards and she waited for me to… Continue reading

Cow bug lady boys????? Continue reading

Angel’s dad asked me if I was hungry yesterday, said he has something for me to try This glass pepper is sharper than what he served me ayer Continue reading

I’m not good at this, Buttons I don’t know how to be with someone But I want to be better Better for you Better for me Will you let me try? Continue reading

aaaaaaaaaaaaand we’re back! Guess who found their spoons 🙂 Continue reading

It’s 4 in the morning and there’s battery acid in my gut Continue reading

She made me a sandwich today. Asked me what I wanted on it, and I said surprise me. It sat on the kitchen table until they left and I moved it to the fridge. Hunger is a feeling I like, one that says I’m not in pain, one that I can control. But she made… Continue reading

Ran out of spoons today. Continue reading

Mennonite Gloryhole is another good one Continue reading

Found a fork today in an old backpack. Wish it had been a spoon. I’ve been borrowing them left and right, hoping my family doesn’t see I’m running low, hiding the fact that I’ve been reusing the same one around my friends. We’re going on a trip and I don’t know what to do. I… Continue reading