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she – she kissed me. I wanted her to do it so badly and maybe she read my mind but I was still unprepared for the way my heart sparked when she pressed her lips against my hand and and and and it’s the next day now and there are black and purple bruises all… Continue reading

she loves me in an allen wrench kind of way. we’re building red velvet couches in the theatre and she’s blitzing about like a spider. hair the color of blood, full Cheshire grin and dark, dark eyes. the shadows love her. she plays with them. does she only have two arms? for a second I… Continue reading

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Oh! Forgot to write my dream out here that I had on the new moon. I dreamt that I was Lindsey Lohan/Cady in Mean Girls and that I was making out topless with Regina George in the bathroom of my grandma’s house. It was awesome. Continue reading

impulse bought another pair of gold snake earrings… and the others that were right next to them. she laughed at me the entire time. (85 dollars is a small price for her joy. even at my expense.) your ridiculous, you know that? we’re not what we thought we’d be, but there’s something soft still there.… Continue reading

Departure days always send me into a bit of a wander – Art aunt My brother left today and he took the sun with him. Continue reading

No gunk by the Hot Vinagres! Continue reading

My brother drove in to town today, all soft smile and poofy hair. He brought the sun with him and I’m so, so glad. I missed him. Continue reading

Her hand was the first. The first one that didn’t make me recoil. The first that didn’t make my chest seize with panic. The first where when she squeezed back, I felt relief. It’s over now, but I’m so glad to know that hands can feel that way. It was nice. Continue reading

She brought me to her favorite place today. She ran off into the concrete maze, daring me to come find her in the pitch black of the shadows. One hand on the wall and another right in front of me. One step at a time. Just her breathing and the faint scent of incense to… Continue reading